Sunday, September 2, 2012

What a Week!!

I am not sure if I should call this week a fast pitch with an unexpected curve coming straight at us or more honestly, the week from Hell! Where do I start? Our first official week here really wasn't bad at all. Marques started orientation for two days and I had training for four, but all in all we had a pretty easy week, then this week came. M. realized that his classes were going to be a ton more reading than he has ever wanted to do. Books started arriving and least to say we have a library here now. He has probably close to 15 books for his classes. His classes are going smooth so far. He took his first test Friday and felt good about it, and his first presentation is tomorrow. Marques is trying to get caught up this week and stay on it so his Sunday's can be spent with me. But he is doing really well considering how much info and reading has already been handed out!
My week started not so hot. I wanted to quit, and ended Tuesday in tears laying in Marques' arms. I am directing a program much like in Utah, but our numbers have increased to 96 students and still enrolling, and a hand full of those being autistic or aspergers. My certification and experience has been no match for what I have already faced here. Coming home with bent glasses, a bruised ear-lope (from my earring being ripped out), bite marks, and scratches after being sworn at and called names I have never heard of was the some of my first few days. I hope that as we implement some of the training and schedules this week it will get better. The emotions for me are mixed. It is extremely tough being in that atmosphere all day, but when you see that small glimpse of light turn on in his head, my dreams are being fulfilled! So we managed to make it to Friday night, where we hosted two families from the ward for dinner. It also was a rare experience. We got to baby-sit all night two children who were old enough to watch themselves. Our house was torn apart and the company of their parents didn't even come close to making up the difference. But oh well, they just won't be returning. Saturday, we met my friend for lunch. It was fun to see her and just chat with someone who understands. Saturday night, we spent at a couples home across from us. It was actually really fun and a relief to just enjoy the evening.
But how could I end this week on a better note than our Sunday! We went to church and I really felt the spirit today. Missing home, feeling alone, and needing my cup filled, left me wondering why I am here. I know why we are here and that Heavenly Father is so very aware of me and you! He is not going to give me anything either of us can't handle and he is always there with his hand outstretched, if I'd only take it. It was a cup filling, rejuvenating Meeting service. One I needed!! And to top it off my sweet husband heard of a park to feed ducks. (If you don't know, I LOVE feeding ducks!!!!) So off we went to feed them, but when we arrived we also got to feed TURTLES!! He thought he'd heard they were there too, but wasn't sure. Oh my it was so fun, cute little and medium size turtles fighting the ducks for our food. So i guess the week has had it's moments, up and downs for sure! We miss you all and hope that this week goes better for all! Love you til next Sunday.

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